Does it really? My life doesn't seem to be getting better. I keep dealing with shit storm after shit storm. I feel like the people saying this is absolute bullshit. ie. I get in an accident, not my fault, and it is costing me so much with chiropractor visits, and massages, and getting a car, and not having a car. And feeling like I am alone on my venture. It gets better? Because from where I stand, it doesn't look like it. I know that this statement is often dealing with equal rights and the way gays feel about themselves. Well I am gay and I feel awful. And I know Corey is behind me but he doesn't always get how I feel. I know that I am ridiculous, but sometimes, I just need to know you have my back no matter what. Today I let someone who is no one to me make me feel terrible. And its because I couldn't do anything on my own today. Sunday is my morning to get up early and go to the farmer's market. And I couldn't do that on my own today. I feel like I am swimming up stream with 2 boulders and every time I get a little ahead someone hands me another boulder. I know I am suppose to be up beat and always funny and amazingly stylish, but right now I am just fighting to stay.
